Raw

I don't know why, but for the last few days -- say, a week or so -- i've been feeling just... raw. Scraped thin. I don't think it's tired, per se, although that's not helping, but i feel like...

I feel like i always do before things go bad, that's how i feel. It's a feeling of impending doom, hanging over my head, and i don't have anything i can see telling me what's coming. Life isn't perfect, but I can't see any signs that the really important things in it -- School, Char, friends -- are going anywhere...

Yeah, i know... "precognition". Feh. Pseudoscientific bullshit psychobabble. Crap. But this is a feeling I've learned to heed, because it's been right more often than it's been wrong. It's not deterministic or anything, but it makes me nervous all the same. I only hope i'm wrong and my life -- so good until now -- isn't going into a tailspin around me.

Wish me luck :-)

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